{"id":2790,"date":"2023-01-29T21:30:17","date_gmt":"2023-01-29T20:30:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yannisboudina.com\/?p=2790"},"modified":"2024-01-05T23:43:08","modified_gmt":"2024-01-05T22:43:08","slug":"nature","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yannisboudina.com\/index.php\/2023\/01\/29\/nature\/","title":{"rendered":"nature"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"2790\" class=\"elementor elementor-2790\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-1f320435 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"1f320435\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-1fda6633\" data-id=\"1fda6633\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-ec1eb81 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"ec1eb81\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.21.0 - 26-05-2024 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#69727d;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#69727d;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>I<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>at the crack-of-dawn<br \/>while cracks my jaw and my forehead is mired in\u00a0<br \/>drab thoughts\u00a0<br \/>when my thoughts begin to stir<br \/>in the <em>morningest<\/em> of the mornings I left my small apartment<br \/>in la Marsa<br \/>poorly dressed<br \/>like a scampering rodent <br \/>after a short night&#8217;s sleep<br \/>it was at this hour<br \/>when 5 am ignores <br \/>\u00a0 \u00a0 where the day begins and when the night ends<br \/>when the skylight hesitates <br \/>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0between night and day<br \/>like a rope dancer <br \/>\u00a0 \u00a0 between life and death<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>at a time indeterminate <br \/>I took a bus<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>a strange girl accompanied me I&#8217;m not sure if she was<br \/><em>really there<br \/><\/em>there are in my head<br \/>thoughts that I quell<br \/>or maybe it was me who ignored her presence<br \/><br \/>wood&#8217;s smell town&#8217;s stench<br \/>swinish avenues&#8217; cobbled street I want\u00a0 to leave<br \/>this city ignores how to behave<br \/>she must not have been a city for very long<br \/>exquisite earth<br \/>a lull tucks<br \/>blathering of the trees <br \/>they say things<br \/>dither\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 shuddering antlers\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>among the high and stout trunks <br \/>my heart <br \/>makes snarls and hisses<br \/>I question myself <br \/>I found back in me<br \/>the daredevil and astute<br \/>child I used to be<br \/>the silent wood is a place where to think<br \/>with hands and feet<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>sometimes I felt some guilt about the drowsy girl<br \/>and the guilt became worriness<br \/>and the worriness attention<br \/>she is a cipher to me<br \/>she speaks with conundrums<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>a group of young boys was playing drums<br \/>battling a tambourine <br \/>as if they were going to war<br \/>I thought they were our group. My eyes are weak and in the wood it is . I ran to them, and they were probably wondering who I was.\u00a0<br \/><br \/>higher on the plain\u00a0<br \/>she told me about the mean little girl she used to be<br \/>and I say to myself: &#8220;oh, she always has been somehow<br \/>crazy&#8221;\u00a0<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>we took the sun on the momentous belvedere <br \/>there was a warm draught of air <br \/>I want to explore the place to the hilt<br \/>I walk and run to the distant house made of bricks<br \/><br \/>the strange girl follows me<br \/>from listless she became bouncy<br \/>she now has a gleeful smile<br \/>just like mine<\/p>\n<p>the house is empty and\u00a0<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>II<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>I prefer to the mountain<br \/>the precious woods <br \/>the tall trunks <br \/>the bulging ground <br \/>the oaks&#8217; shuddering antlers\u00a0<br \/><br \/>the whistle of birds I cannot see<br \/>remind me of the 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